Oral Pains ;)

I've been developing ulcers in my mouth for the past month. I've developed ulcers in different parts of my mouth for the past 3 weeks. Every week, the old ulcer will heal and a new one will pop up in some other area. My braces aren't helping since the wires cut into the ulcers, causing even more pain. The worst thing ever is when I get up in the morning. When you sleep, your mouth dries up since your body knows that it's not going be doing a lot of talking. Since I have braces, it's even worse since the flesh will stick to the metal.

I wasn't really bothered by this since its' become some what of a norm for me so I endured. The last straw was when I woke up this morning and peeled the insides of my mouth away from the braces and saw that a chunk of my flesh was stuck on one of the brackets that was situated on the right side of the jaw.

A CHUNK OF MY FLESH WAS STUCK THERE!!! IT CAME OFF!!!!

Want to know what was paling best skali bout that episode? That chunk of flesh was from my ulcer. So now Nafiqa has a small chunk of flesh missing from the inside of her right cheek riiggghttt where her ulcer is. Which is hurting even more now. Fucking Ulcer.

So I did what any other sane, pain-hating human would do and got myself a tube of Bonjela. You have no idea how deliriously happy I was when I got my hands on that fucking tube of Bonjela that the stupid watsons people stuffed between ginormous boxes of fungal medications.

Alas my delirious happiness wasn't meant to last since applying Bonjela to ulcers HURT LIKE A MOTHERFUCKING BITCH FROM HELLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!! Oh, and it tastes like liquorice, not my favourite flavour.

Should any more bits of my flesh come off, I will be sure to update. Till then, cheers.

I'm not really a big fan of online shopping since I firmly believe in the fact that you have to try on the clothes before you buy it, but somehow I ended up buying something online since it seemed nice. That and Zia is also buying something so I asked her to order it for me. :P

This is what I ended up buying. Of course I not that sexy lah eh. Only in my dreams.

This is what I'm planning to buy. Isn't it cute? I couldn't resist the ears.

Something that bears inflection....

I just discovered something that's somewhat freaky/funny. You know that everyone is separated by just six degrees right? That somehow, somewhere there is someone who has a friend, who has a friend, who has a friend, who has a friend, who has a friend, who has a friend who knows you.

With the advent of technology, the gap has lessened considerably with social networking sites coming into play. Now you can find that you know someone who knows someone who knows your fathers, cousins, step-sister's, nephew who apparently is your boyfriend. Freaky isn't it? Does that make it incest?

Facebook has done nothing for my social life whatsoever since I refuse to add someone I've never met. I'm proud to say that I know everyone and have met or spoken to all the people on my friends list at least once.

What it's done for me is show me how connected we humans are. We hang out at the same places, watch the same movies and apparently have the same set of friends. Go figure.

PS: CB, this made me completely pissed for some reason. I need to sleep, I'm so tired that I can't type properly.

PPS: Yani, this post concerns you so call me when you see it.

Found my kitty. Fucking relieved.

My kitty is missing. Stressed.

I don't know bout you but its seriously been very weird for me. I get weirded out to call you so now I just send messages. Our seconds long conversations suddenly turn to gazillion minute long conversations is just weird.

On the whole, your just acting weird. Seriously.

Aku compiused.

I hate this feeling. I so desperately want it to go away.

I hate the fact that despite all my bravado, knowledge and rationalization, I'm the same as any other girl, prone to the same stupid mistakes.

I want it to stop.